在37度的闷热里，心事快要烧起来了

LOrd i need ur strength to solve all my problems...i need u so much ... i need YOU than every1 else...... i wont let go my hand to holding u,i will hold as much as i can,bcos i m ur child i knew it u won abandon me easily ....pls forgive my stuburn n my false i ve done... i wish to confess
This coming sunday 19 November 06 u was given me a big TRIAL...... i knew it last month,tat's u let my exam and d performance crashing on d same date and time....and i was scared now...i m starting to blamed my Teacher who send all d documents late until in d last min i jz knew my exam time was d same time wif my show case.....WHY....? T-Ti feel wanna to cry...

i plan today till sunday MOrining i gotto pratise as much as posible BUT today even working my mind still runing d scene how was tat day....today wen back home eat as much as my stomach broke out, cos thinking too much my brain was too tired no mood pratise all d steps~.~after finish i like drunk aldy slp until 1030pm choose to no bath cos was late..... duno how,i know can solve 1,i m thinking how to solve it,no1 is helping me, oMG !stupig me !!!who can help u!!!OH no!